Nero, when I think of you, the last word I would think of is pathetic.

Resilient, courageous, strong, loyal, stubborn, funny, irreverent and real are words I think of.

I want you to be sure not to tarnish those memories. They were real and true, my friend.

We do what we need to do in order to get through things. I believe when we are really ready for something different, we know it and act.

We all walk this in the way we need to for us. There is no right or wrong way to do it.

That isnt to say that we dont sometimes get stuck. Maybe you are. But I know that when I was it was before me realizing what I needed to do next.

You are grieving your loss and dealing with the aftermath. Allow yourself to do that.

I truly believe that when you feel that you need more, and that fear isnt driving you, you will figure it out.

Til then, do what is best for you.