venting so yesterday sucked. rained at the soccer game. i got an umbrella and held it over the W and D so they wouldn't get wet. power went out at my apt (didn't record the game i wanted to see). restaurant we went to for dinner (me & kids) didn't have my fave beer. W was kinda cold yesterday. had a small fender bender at the Disney on Ice venue. got home and still no power. up all night throwing up. power didn't come on until 1a.have to work 16 hrs today. saw W this am. she was nicer and gave me a couple of good hugs. told me her tentative plans on tues night(usually keeps me in the dark-but i don't ask). i took the kids to church with me cause she wanted to go by herself. she ended up sleeping in. feel pretty low right now. she hasn't mentioned anything bout me signing the settlement. her atty was supposed to send me something but hasn't yet. i know that the timing will depend on what she wants to do. hoping the positive vacay might give her pause but not expecting it. any thoughts?
M40 XW35 M11 T15 S9 D5 Bomb 6/3/14 Papers del 10/3/14 D final 12/5/14
I wish I could love you and make you believe it 'Cause that's all you ever wanted From me
