Do I walk away from WAW? (2)

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Been too busy to even think/do anything about my sitch lately, which I suppose is a good thing. Worked Friday, came home and read with my oldest in bed then conked out early. Worked sat, W was complaining of feeling very sick when I left. Her only close-to-full day with the kids of course. I told her I wished she felt better and left for work. Busy day. W texts around 4 asking if I can leave early, as she is on the couch in pain and can't watch the kids (I'm usually home at 630 on sats). I considered just saying it wasn't possible for me to get out early, but then I thought of the kids, probably having a very boring day without anyone to do anything with them. When W is sick while watching the kids, which is usually every couple weeks or more often :(, the kids just run wild in the house. It's a bummer. So I was able to leave early. Came home and took them straight out to a nice park by the lake, ran around, chased ducks, had a bunch of fun. Came home, made dinner, bathed all three, bedded everyone, did loads of laundry, then hustled out to my dj gig, which went great.

A friend came to hang out last night and told me that he saw my W with OM checking out a video Thursday night. This would have been the night where she frantically left the house when I got home because she is behind on schoolwork. Yup. He told me he felt really awkward even saying hello to her, that he wasn't sure what to say. I told him not to worry, that she probably felt 10x as awkward. My friend has a way with words (and is gay) and said OM didn't have anything on me in the looks department, "he looked like an extra" was his quote. Hah.

Got up this morning and took kids to breakfast while W slept. Then while baby napped I took older boys to volunteer to help get their school garden ready for winter. Nice activity on a beautiful day. When I got home, W said she had to go see an apt by 2pm. (After telling me she is broke again). But then she didn't leave the house until 2. She spent 3o minutes getting dressed, complaining to me that she couldn't find the outfit she wanted. I am just baffled by her at this point. It's like she's a zombie. She left to study and I assume we won't see her until after dinner. No big deal here. I'm well detached today.

Had very little interaction with her these past few days. She thanked me for coming home from work early. I said my pleasure. She thought I was being sarcastic! Maybe I was. I haven't mentioned the third parking ticket yet but I did leave it conspicuously on the passenger seat of the car.