Maybell XVII

[Maybell]

The cOW is still liking pics of my kids. I did up my D's hair and let her try on my makeup, and H posted a picture of how pretty she looked.

I wish she'd get fired. Or my H would. I used to think that was the worst that could happen, but I'd rather be poor and working out our problems than have her still floating around as a little splinter in his life. I wish he had the cojones to boot her out of his life and face why our M failed. I wish I wish I wish.

I prayed at church this morning for clarity and a sign of what path I'm meant to walk. Now I see she liked that pic of MY daughter, I wonder if that's a sign.

What's wrong with me today? Besides not sleeping well after haunted house nightmares...