The order has a court date tomorrow (Monday). If all goes well it should be dismissed. I plan to ask to see them right away. The lawyer had told me to avoid all contact with her for the sake of possible jail time. I have tried to ask my sister to contact her for the kids. and a couple of days ago here is the text my sister sent me:
I told her toy were asking about the kids, how are they, do they ask about you, do they miss you. Asked if she could let them know that you love them and miss them very much. She replied "they are fine"
I she resists after tomorrow, I plan to go for visitation.
Also, Honestly, due to this month, I do believe that it was "partially" good, in that after getting out of jail I was not emotionally as healed as of now (still a way to go). And at first I was ok with not seeing the kids for that reason, but it has become more unbearable.
