Little, I totally hear you! To be completely honest I LOVE living alone. In fact, small secret is that I don't want to live with WAH again. Or really anyone else for that matter. I am sure that could change but being able to do whatever I want in my own home is such a luxury. To not have to call someone if I will be late to make them dinner, to be able to do whatever I want in my free time, to be clean or messy if I feel like it, to not have to deal with someone else around all the time.
The truth is I don't miss living with him at all. Not at all!!! And I'm sure that is the one thing he misses most about me. ha!
I love your attitude, you sound so strong and confident. I am sure that attitude will l help lure your BF back, and if it doesn't you will surely be fine anyway.