Emotions a lil blah about my M. It's like this weekend I did not even want to talk or interact with my H and I think he could feel something cause he called and called and when I answer he did have something important to talk about family stuff, but I just wanted off the phone. Then when s and I got home from game, I stayed in basement until H left for work, then he called on his way to work to tell me about batteries....
Today it seems like my feelings are "leaving" or probably I'm having to hold things in and deaden my feelings and its starting to feel real, like if H left today I would feel relief in some ways for me.
I wonder if our s14 is going to have lasting effects of this messed up M he sees, will he know how to love and work on R issues, will he grow up to think that H and W dont really have to talk or show affection or say nice things to each other spend time together...
I really wonder if our son anger and sadness he is starting to show is just puberty or him absorbing the sadness in the house. I try to be upbeat and happy in front of son, unless there is a true reason to be upset,,,what example are we showing him,,,,
It's hard enough to be a teenager...I dont want to make it worse
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
