Thanks, GB! I'm so happy there so far. And you Moonwalked in my honor, huh? That's awesome:). I'm reading your thread and doing the Humpty-Hump, lol
Ss, thank you for the encouragement. I just read your thread, and I'm going to re-read before responding. I'm sorry you're having a tough time lately. Hang in there, Ss.
Sooooo.... Last night, D13's group of friends and their parents were having a cookout and invited me. I was exhausted, and falling asleep at my desk when I got the invite.
After some back and forth....I agreed to join them. Reluctantly.
We ended up having a blast. They were so funny!
All they know about my sitch is that I'm S, and it wasn't what I wanted. Zero else. And they didn't ask. How cool is that?
One of the moms works at my D13's school, and my D13 loves her like a second mommy. I have a feeling they co-conspired to help me get off my a$$ and GAL.
I do feel a shift. It's definitely time!
What time, you say?????
It's "GAL o'freakin'clock!!!!"
I'm not at all eager to do this stuff yet....it takes a lot of energy to get myself in the right frame of mind. It used to be so natural for me. Not anymore. But that's changing again, I hope.
I am ok once I'm out, now. The anxiety is far, far less than even a month ago!
I have decided to blame Eric, uR, (and a few others who may choose to remain anonymous but know who they are)....for pulling me out of my shell.