We had a very emotional MC session yesterday but it really brought us closer. I think he sees how much I've changed and how much I am risking for this relationship. It kind of woke him up. He's been focusing on dealing with his own troubled past and issues stirred up from his childhood during this MLC. He's doing really well with seeing what triggers his panic attacks. In turn I'm doing well managing my own and keeping a level head. I had a good cry during the MC and feel like I need some time on my own for another emotional letting go. Just to release...
We had a mellow but nice date night tonight at the movie theatre. No pressure, just enjoying the evening.
H: 43 W: 39 Married: 11 years Together: 18 years 1st BD: 05/2014 asks for separation 2nd BD: 06/16/2014 asks for divorce No kids EA: 2 months, not mutual (she didn't return the feelings) over