SS, I totally understand. Sometimes I offer support here to people who need it when I need to hear the same thing. I am a wreck since WAW told me she wants to date around, and so I'm in the same boat as you. Breakdown everytime I come home, wake up in the middle of the night every night and can't fall back asleep. as you said, I can't live like this and need to figure it out
I've never been as anxious about the indefinite timeframe as you, but I am empathizing with your anxiety now since I am fearing the *possibility* of WAW dating OM now.
Someday we will be through this pain, Ss. We will.
Me 38, WAW 30 D11 (former marriage) S2 T 8 years M 3 years BD 8/20/23 S 8/20/23