Hi Gwen. I am so sorry for what you are going through. I remember for about the first 6 months I felt like I was caught up in a tornado and was so scared to stop and look at the mess around me. Of course you are in so much pain. Try for now to focus on taking care of you for your D's. Be kind to yourself and patient with the up's and down's you will feel. Take it one breath at a time, one day at a time. If there is one thing this experience has taught me, it's that we are stronger than we think.
Hang in there and take care of yourself.
Me 48 H 46 S 11 M 2004 BD 8/13 H moved out 2/15 -live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-