It's seems so easy in theory, Card. Not so easy in practice. I know I'm not alone and so many others are suffering. I'm feeling very self-centered at the moment so the idea of more self care or treating myself better all seems so indulgent but I don't have many options. I can't spend my life vacuuming and crying and lying on the floor.

I just don't know how to stop pondering and hoping and wanting. It's killing me from the inside out.

I need to figure this out.


M: 37 H: 36
M: 13 T: 18
D: 7
Bomb: 6/30/14
Separation: 8/11/14

Be strong enough to let go and wise enough to wait for what you deserve.