Oh dear, really really angry yesterday, pms irrational for no reason just a bad mood. Started to get the whole pitty party happening. Felt really over whelmed. Questioning why is that every one else's needs and feelings always need to be considered first and as more important. Just mostly bitchy bitchy panties feeling.
Ended up at a mates place for coffee, and we both needed to offload and vent work crap. Came home with her to feed lamb and get wine to have dinner at hers. Stayed out til stupid o'clock and feed lamb at one am when I got home. Had a really nice salmon dinner. Not sure her hubby is very happy with his estrogen filled house last night but he was good about it.
s16 has pad bolted his bedroom to lock it. After he has broken the lock which I have repeatedly asked him not to use. Locked in his room my cordless phone and most of my kitchen crockery. So todays job was out with screw driver and locks are removed. If he re installs I will be removing the door. He has been warned about doing as asked and respecting my wishes in my house. I think that solution is fair, I have talked enough time for the action. If anyone has thoughts?
I've been thinking about his refusal to attend school but as I'm at work when he is supposed to leave I cannot I force that. The only solution I can think of is if he continues to "miss the bus" or "sleep in" he will have to board with his dad Monday thru Friday or at the least Tuesday to Friday.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
