This morning H left voicemail message asking how I was. When I had the meltdown the other day I told him that I wanted to talk so H asked if I wanted to get together tomorrow and talk and go to the pistol range. I texted back thanks but I couldn't go tomorrow maybe another day. I really could go tomorrow but just don't trust myself to keep my emotions in check and think it's better to not see him for now. Now I am REALLY going to GAL and DETACH and certainly have no conversations about our R or my feelings or the OW or anything. I know my meltdown was a huge turnoff and am surprised that he was even willing to meet with me to talk as I had requested. Maybe he didn't realize I was acting as psycho as I was since the exchange was not face to face but over text and phone instead. Whew!!! I feel like I am back on track.
Me: 54 H: 58 Married: 29 years Together 33 years H admitted to A: 5/29/14 H moved out :6/15/14 OW lives 4 hours away and "occasionally" stays weekends with H D23 D18
