ss - time will make this better. I know I felt so cr*ppy the first several months. Crying daily. Wishing I could disappear. All of that. But as you get used to life without H and realize some of the positives (they are there even if it's just getting to watch what you want on TV!) AND really accepting that even though you know exactly how to fix things, you can't make H participate if he doesn't want to, you will let go more. It just takes time. It will become easier.

Last edited by KGirl; 10/25/14 12:34 AM.
Me:30 H:29, no kids
T:12, M:4 (when D was final)
12/13: "Don't think I want to be M anymore"
6/14: Separated (I move)
1/15: H filed for D
5/15: D final