Going Down Hill

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Hey Everybody. Thanks for the advice. I am talking to a DB coach. She has gave me some helpful advice. But I still seem so lost. She is so certain this has to happen. That she will never love me again. I think she is even being colder b/c she says she does not want to do anything to give me hope. I feel I'm trying to hang on. And I really don't want this for the kids. It breaks my heart thinking of them. I'm talking with people exercising etc. But I still feel myself getting into a dark place. I even noticed last night she was not wearing her wedding ring. I feel one of the worst things is that I really don't understand how she can feel this way. I want her to try to explain how she feels it went wrong. But she doesn't want to even talk to me about it. I am dreading lawyers etc b/c I feel she is so set in her ways and she belives I should move out, I should only get to see kids weekends etc (I want 50/50). She believes she does not have to go back to work and that I will support her. I don't want hurt her but do I have to do what is right for me?