rppfl - Thanks a lot. It's actually an interesting solution, even if she wants to choose someone else.
Zimmy - Thanks a lot for your kind words of support. I agree that there's something happening with my W for which I'm not responsible, but I feel like I have more to blame on myself than you, and I'll get back to this very soon.
BV-2: Thanks a lot for your advice. I'm good at STFU, but I feel I have to get to the next step and that's the hardest. It probably goes through some introspection, which is what I need to focus on right now.
LisaB: Thanks for all the reminders of what is the right path. I feel like I'm on it, but that it's very painful and hard. I really appreciate the advice about the upcoming lunch meeting. I'll need more!
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"You can't start a fire sitting around, crying over a broken heart" - Bruce Springsteen.