Ahoy,
I really feel for you. Our timelines are about the same and I have the D train bearing down on me two. I feel the same as you regarding the need for physical reassurance. I would be there for you but I'm too happily married at the moment just like all of us. Lol. Just wrap your arms around yourself and squeeze. That's from me!

M40 XW35
M11 T15
S9 D5
Bomb 6/3/14
Papers del 10/3/14
D final 12/5/14

I wish I could love you and make you believe it
'Cause that's all you ever wanted
From me