Mighty, you are kinda tough on yourself sometimes, ya know? I mean this is some really rough stuff you are dealing with here.
You are human. You are going to go up and down and around sometimes. There will be good days and bad days. You just dont want to live in the bad ones.
I know you are really stressed about the baby being born. I can understand that.
As far as your xh is concerned..truly happy people dont have to act a fool. They just live their life, right?
But who cares what the heck he is feeling? Not you, because you are living your life. .
Let them blow in the wind. They have to live their truth and good luck to them when they do.
You get to keep walking your journey. You are pretty freakin amazing, M. You will get through this in your wonderful Mighty way. Him...well, that's a train wreck. Get out of the way of it.
Oh and I want in on a trip to see Shining...just sayin.
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