The anger also comes from fear of the list. I find it is hard to impossible to remain neutral when doing pros and cons when we are overcome with emotion. I know I am on the losing side as she kicked me out again and I fear she is going to feel hurt again and not take responsibility for her part in the attempted reconciliation.

I am fearing that she will go and proceeded further without us having an open and realistic talk about our problems.


M:34 XW:34
Together: 10y
Living: 9y
Married: 7y
Son:6 Son:4
Separated: 12/28/13
Piecing: 5/2/14
Separated 2nd: 10/16/14
W filed, but pulled it: 11/5/14
papers served: 1/27/15
D final: 3/6/15