You remind me so much of myself. You expressed how I feel most of the time. I, too, have a good life with nothing to complain about. But the sadness is like a heavy wet blanket. I am good when I am at work, too. (Last year was a very, very different story- I guess that shows progress??) But when I come home, I get into a funk. I can't stand it. It makes me drag. I just don't know how to shake it. Should I move? I don't know. I know the kids would be upset, but I think deep down, they feel it too.
I don't know, Bright, I am not sure how to totally shake it. Just keep focus on the good feelings. Make them happen more, I guess. I think it is hard when you aren't really sure what direction to go. It's like I'm waiting for someone to come along and help me out with it or something. At this point in my life, everyone has got their own life and things going on. And it is mostly couples and I feel weird. And I feel like I miss out because of that too.
Something will change it. If you figure it out, let me know. I will do the same for you! If you are ever heading to the east coast... give me a heads up!
