Thanks Jefe yeah the DR book isnt spiritual but I have faith regardless that God is in this. She has resorted to using facebook as a means to justify her actions an try to act like all is well. She calls me being nice and then posts a picture that states how noone should stay in a toxic relationship where they are treated like a dog. you should want someone who is faithful and honest. I NEVER treated her like a dog even on our worst days. and I am the only one still being faithful to this marriage even. I was actually in a good moment of detachment but that picture hit me not because of R or M but because its a personal blow and is lie. but no matter I know the truth and so does God.
Now to focus on my kids and continuing to learn and grow into a beter person from all of this.
Me 38 WAW 40 S 10 S 5 M 5 years BD 10/04/14 S 10/04/14