While I grieve I have to GAL, and protect my finances. A part of me feels as thought I should move on and another still believes that M's are supposed to be forever so I should do my part. My wife straight out told me that when she woke up on her 23rd bday she was like "What the hell? This is my house? How did I get here? I'm way too young for this life." Several months of decision making and heard work lead up to that. It's not like we sent an email and voila-mortgage.
The swing dancing is a fun GAL task, while I continue Crossfit and tanning. I know tanning is bad but it makes me look and feel better in moderation. I know for sure that I need to move on and regardless of her agenda, I just can't open myself up to losing so much I have worked so hard for. The D will really protect me in the end.
It's just killing me that I married the perfect woman and she turned into someone else. She just freaked out. But I doubt I'll ever see the version of her that I married ever again. It's scary how people can just change like that.
Me: 27 W: 23 M: Feb 2014 D: Sept 29 Petition Filed: Oct 18
