... aaand the high is gone. I could feel physically the low coming. I simply regretted in passing being unable to share today's work with her and that was it for me. Now my eyes are swelling and I can hardly work.

I once wrote a song (for personal use, don't search iTunes!) about three characters who are at the top of their field, but all get broken down by a girl. I had no idea it would be me one day (though I'm at the top of no field). Now I'm almost forty and she has me crying every day, speaking to my parents for hours every day, spending most of my sane hours looking for ways to cope with the pain, reading books about love. Like all of you, I never thought I would end up here. I never meant to separate.

Sorry, this interruption was sponsored by Sorrow & Pain. Now back to our main program.


M39 D6 D3 (at S)
S 2014-09
D 2016-09

"You can't start a fire sitting around, crying over a broken heart" - Bruce Springsteen.