As i'd planned for, W did not return home this morning. same ish different day.

Am I right to just make peace with "doing nothing" right now? I'm focused on what I need to do. I am doing some gigs this weekend, so I'm sure she sees this as getting her time in.

Wish I knew when this A would run its course. I know its constrained somewhat by its relative secrecy. W and OM cant really do too much publicly. He cant come over here. Ws friends might accept him but I dont see them doing too much together. Ws family wouldnt want to meet him or welcome him right now. I know I shouldnt focus on this, I just wonder when it will hit this dope (this duck?) that something about this just isnt right.

From our convo a few nights ago, I sense her just dangling in the wind right now. Hoping for a stiff wind soon.


M: 33
W: 33
M: 9 T: 10
3 S's: 8, 6 and 1.5
BD: 8/3/14
Living together