Hi Maybell, I too have noticed that when I don't hear from my H I am nervous and unsettled and when I do see him I miss him more.
When I don't hear from him I usually try to remind myself that he is free to go on his own path and I can't control him. But I also sense that he is often experiencing similar feelings to mine. That when he doesn't hear from me he feels nervous and that when he sees me it makes him miss us. (unless I happen to be crazy and emotional in which case he gets terrified and is happy he is free of me)
I also sometimes dream of him and wake up anxious and upset like it really happened (again). No fun!
