WAW + divorce filed, Becoming-V2 - part 1

[B-V2]

Journaling:

W contacted me in the past day about a bill (I have been on 100.0% NC), and if I wanted to join her for lunch today after she had done a job interview. I confirmed, and we did lunch for about 40 minutes today.

Almost a complete "180" from the earlier 12th October ending talk from her, and thereby proving so right what Fartiltre wrote on 10/18: "My guess is that not even she knows right now! ….furthermore if it is so, it can easily change tomorrow. I have seen it many times here! ".
All part of both of our roller coaster rides...

She was happy (as she has several job interviews lined up now, which is super important for her - as per my first post) and conversation was light. Mostly her telling and showing (phone pictures) what has and is going on in her life and me validating. She did probed me a few time, like for example: "are you going to keep holidays (as she knows I still have some weeks left for this year 2014)?" which I confirmed (because I will and I do have plans) but did not gave any details while bringing the conversation immediately back to her with other subjects. Nor did I share any other details of my GAL activities till date.

When I ended the lunch (back to my work) she asked for a big hug, something she had not asked for anymore for several last times. And I would lie if I wrote that I did not liked that.

I am fully aware that I was just her Mr. Nice Guy (and yep: I have bought and read NMMNG although that is not entirely me), available for lunch with her so to fill up her day. Hence I am not going to see this as any big turn around or anything more than what it was: a pleasant lunch meeting.
Still I saw some glimpses every now and then on her face and body language from past good times interactions and laughs between us, from way before BD times (like in last year and before). Having written that, at the same time no any false hope from my side and back to NC and continue working on myself.

And feedback/insight/2*4's: let me know as I am not made from sugar.