You do NOT know where she is, what it is her mind or what will happen and you can't trust what comes out of her mouth!
Start working you! Stop wondering about her state of mind - it will do you absolutely no good!
I understand that this is so easy to say and so F'ing hard to do but it is the ONLY way to move forward right now! ...
F: very wise and so true feedback (as you have: BTDT), thank you so much for sharing and further informing me.
Finding out what kind of man I want to be and starting transforming myself into that man, is under way and my work in progress for some months already.
And I am not sending any letter, not now and not for a long time.
More info by me keeping on journaling here.
Me:47 W:45 T:18 M:14 No children BD: Jun 2014 INILWY and want to divorce W filed Divorce: Jul 2014 W moved out: Aug 2014