WAW + divorce filed, Becoming-V2 - part 1

[B-V2]

B-V2,
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You need to drop the rope and move on with your life. Perhaps in the months to come she will attempt to reconnect with you, but right now she is giving you a clear message that she wants you to back off. And it will not attract her if you are needy and upset. It will have the opposite effect. When you are feeling that way, try reaching out to your own friends and family and this board instead. We all need to vent our emotions.

Stay strong!

Thanks Ahoy for keeping on following my thread and providing your feedback, I appreciate that a lot (even though my own posts and follow up's are slow and in between)!
You are so correct, and after that I went back to LRT and NC and concentrating on me and GAL. More to come in me journaling here.