That's it, I'm making a decision right now- no more slipping up. I'm tired of looking back at my old posts and cringing.
From this point forward, friendly neighbor mode is in full effect.
No more emotional pressure on W, no more R talk, no more breaking down. I read threads on here of people less than 3mos into BD doing better than I am when it comes to dropping the rope.
I will not reach out to W unless it is kid or budget related. I will not let my emotions control my behavior towards her. If she wishes to proceed with a dissolution, I will be as cooperative as possible while maintaining a PMA.
From this point forward, if I post anything that goes against what I've just now posted, feel free to hunt me down and beat me with a real 2x4.
