Thanks for the positives guys. Just had a good chat with my close friend who is all filled in on my sitch. He said it's good that I got to say what I've wanted to say for a long time, that my next relationship will be better, with someone else or with her.
What frustrates me is her saying I have to let her go. I have! She won't go. I asked her to move out in early Sept! She still seems to be making this my decision somehow, even though I have completely stepped aside and let her do whatever she's wanted, and doubled down mg efforts to run the family without her.
At the end if the night, I feel positive.
M: 33 W: 33 M: 9 T: 10 3 S's: 8, 6 and 1.5 BD: 8/3/14 Living together