Bright,

I'm sorry you're having a tough time. The distance can really mess with our heads, can't it?

I often feel EXACTLY the same way about my H:

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I had this picture of a confused man, who is having a hard time sorting things out, who is not very successful in making enough money to do what he wants to do in life. I had a picture of "old" H, still a good guy, just going through some difficult times.

Maybe I am wrong and he turned into a complete jerk



Either way, whether he's really struggling or just being a jerk....YOU MATTER. Regardless of H. You are an incredible woman. Don't forget that.

Mighty had a great idea....about going somewhere new. smile

(((((Hugs)))))