I'm glad that I can help you and the other posters. Sometimes it helps to know that someone is here to just listen and offer up some moral support when a poster needs it.

Stay positive and no matter what happens, just be yourself. Your h may come home tomorrow in a good frame of mind. Listen and validate. Show some interest in what he has to say about hunting. I know it might not be your favorite topic, but it might shed some light on where his mind was at during his time away.

Hang in there and I'll be thinking about you.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.