What to do with my Picnic now?

[Jack_Three_Beans]

I need to be consistent in my actions too and not let my fears turn me into an erratic person. So I need to maybe stop thinking about these fears and focus on TODAY.

Yes.

I was going to ask how you are doing, but it seems like your doing great.

For me, this time that you are going through was the hardest part. It was a play it by ear or touch...do I proceed gently or do I pull out a hammer?

And my simple advice to you and something I still use to this day...whenever our arguments get heated, I envision in my mind two paths. One leads angrily and gleefully off a cliff surrounded by self inflicted flames, where I enjoy the ride down. The other is the safer path.

I'd wish you luck...but I don't believe in it and, really? You don't need it.