Job, I think H is attached to his phone. Texting has been his preferred method of communication with friends and all these "cool" sociable single women. He normally responds to my texts right away, especially when he asks for something. This is unusual. After two of my texts and mail that is most likely already arrived, he chose to ignore me.
I even started to worry yesterday that something has happened to H. Then I got some proof that he was indeed alive and functioning. Then I was mad... At him... Then at me... For not having the courage to just tell him off and stop this. I was thinking why I keep allowing him to use my address and forwarding his mail to him.
I had this picture of a confused man, who is having a hard time sorting things out, who is not very successful in making enough money to do what he wants to do in life. I had a picture of "old" H, still a good guy, just going through some difficult times.
Maybe I am wrong and he turned into a complete j&rk.
15 years is a long time to be in limbo. I hope it will not come to this for me. After all, H said that he is not going to live longer than 15 years anyway, LOL.
I think that if H. Onto use to be rude and disrespectful like this, it will be a lot easier for me to make a decision.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
