Having a surprise bad day. Frustrated by all the defense I'll never get out. I've validated his feelings and admitted to my crap but some of his accusations are false and unfair.

I'm also missing him greatly AND sexually frustrated. Maybe my hormones are making my emotions weak.

I almost drove past the old house last night. Got into a fight with a friend and went for a drive. I stopped by reminding myself I don't need the grief it will cause if his F buddy's car is there. It doesn't matter who or what he's doing right now:

This too shall pass.

ME: 38
BF: 40
T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice)
BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R.
10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW
12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies