Otherwise focus on you and your kids. You were the first to say it to me so let me hold that mirror up. Be a man only a fool would leave and if she doesnt see it then she's a fool and you deserve better.
I was saying that to myself at circuits last night in my head to keep pushing myself . Did the trick .
My problem is that I'm not likely to see W for her to see my changes .
Me 40 W 37 Together 22 years S18 D12 WaW 12/08/14 after affair exposed , suspected for several months W returned home for 2 weeks to see if can handle family life After the 2 weeks she has left .