Thank you so much for posting fth!
Things are worse than ever. I'm not sure how I'm going to get out of this mess but time is running out. I've been sick up until today. I did get in touch with my parents and they helped me with my car payments and will do so until things get better (I thank God for them every day!) but that is all they can do. They aren't wealthy at all and have already helped me with my lawyer. The money man at work still insists that there just is "no money" and that he "can't" do anything. (He did give me enough to go to the Dr. but that is all). I have no money at all and have NEVER been in that position in my life. I have to get my D14 today and get her to school and back every day and I just don't know how I'm going to do that.

I'm going into the office today and try and talk to anyone I can to make a sale and will try again to get some money. I did send out more resumes and included places that I never had (or would have) tried before. I also plan on taking time out to try just stopping at places and applying for ANY job. As for Uber, I need gas money to do that and I don't even have that.

On Friday my electric will be shut off if I don't do something about it. My internet will be shut off soon as well as my water if I don't pay that. These places don't seem to want to make arrangements and when I really can't say when I can pay, it doesn't help! I think it would be worse if I said I would pay and didn't. I also am a bit worried about food for my D14. I just don't know what I'm going to do and I'm really scared! This is my fault for, once again, trusting the wrong people. I trusted that my W wouldn't leave me, even after B-day a big part of me never believed she would actually do it. I trusted the people I work with that if things ever got this bad I could count on a draw like they had done for others but I never asked for. Soon I will lose my phone and I just found out I'm over drawn on my bank account and will lose that soon unless I find funds. I just don't know what to do.

Sorry to be such a downer but this is the hardest period I have ever been through in my life and I don't know what to do!