Going Down Hill

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I have been very hesitant of telling her that I did not want to move out. But I finally told her after the last conversation. She got very angry and asked why. I told her I was not leaving the kids. She got angrier, hit me. Sheasked me what the lawyer said and I told her that her said it was not in my best interests and that I talked to 2 C and after talking with them I felt that I was doing what I wanted. She yelled at me and called me a looser. She threated to call the cops. I said if you feel the need to. She said that she was going to call her lawyer and try to get me out of the house. I said if want this done so much you can leave. She said she would take the kids. I said no you would not. The kids time would be 50/50. She said that I was making this difficult. I asked her why...b/c I was not doing what you wanted. She said that the lawyer will get what she wants. I said if you want to spend a lot of money with the lawyer you can go ahead. Or we can talk and discuss nicely. She kept telling me to leave. I said I'm not leaving but I will go down stairs. So I went down stairs and played with the kids. Though-out this I tried to stay calm. There were times that I wanted to really fight back but, I think I did alright to supress the urge. I hate this right now. I love my W dearly, I want to just lay over and take it all. But everybody says that you will regret it. This is tough. Help and insite please!!!!!!