PMA better today. Actually it got better last night. I always feel better after posting my thoughts and worries here instead of talking with someone who doesn't get it.
After settling down last night, I am pretty confident that H just had a friend or even his dad over. I actually visualized a girl here, in my house full of family pics, feeding H fast food instead of a home cooked meal. (Shame on her) Then what? Into the spare room where H lives like a teenager in his own home?? It's downright comical and pathetic, and I don't see it or feel it. Anxiety in check
H texted this morning while he was sitting under a tree waiting for the sun to come up. Said he found a spot with cell service. Thanked me for sending him pics of our camping weekend and sent me some of the sunrise and him and his hunting buddies. Was very unexpected, so it was nice to hear from him.
Looking forward to being off work soon, grabbing my adorable sweet S and hunkering down at home. We were both exhausted this morning after our weekend fun
Me 48 H 46 S 11 M 2004 BD 8/13 H moved out 2/15 -live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-
