Today W's best friend posted a picture on facebook of W and OM at a hockey game. Nearly killed me to see them together, I've known deep inside but actually seeing it was an entirely different kind of heartbreak.
I bought W a small gift of candy (it was for a coworkers fund raiser) and left it at the house for her to pick up when she goes tonight. She just said "thank you that it's very nice", I didn't tell her where or why I got the candy just that it was for her. I'm just feeling so sidelined right now and waiting in limbo is probably the most painful thing anyone can inflict on themselves.
Me 28 W 27 T 10 M 2 No kids (fertility issues - mine) Bomb 7/20/2014 - EA Confirmed W moved out 9/15/14 W dating OM 11/22/14
