afraid I have waited too long #4

[nit84]

Thanks Little,

I know she has to understand on her own. The question is will it ever happen?

I get the concept of my W missing me. Maybe she will and maybe she wont.

She contacted me once in an email to tell me about a tragedy that I was aware of and once to ask about mail.

I understand the mail question but I don't think there was a need to contact me about the tragedy. She has known that I have stayed close with these friends since our S and she has not. This is why it upset me I guess.

I am having a problem with trusting W at the moment. I believe trust can be regained if there ever is a honest feeling that W wants to work on things.

Right now though, after the way she left, I wonder if the reason she contacted me was to gauge how angry I am with her.