The stupid thing is ... is that I KNOW this stuff & yet it came out again anyway. The new & improved Magic, wouldn't do this!! I slipped up....and I don't like it!
I think the reason I did what I did, was to show him my vulnerability... hoping & wanting to see his. Trying to let him know that he can put his guard down.... because I want to put mine down. However, I guess its really WAY too soon. I want to put my guard down, but I have NO real reason to just yet. He has not proven himself to me. He is way to playful and not ready to be that serious just yet.
I agree... none of this behaviour is attractive... in fact, I am surprised that he hasn't run off yet.
"do what works, and leave the rest behind"......
Job, thanks for coming back... I do re-read my posts.. I think I am just in too deep to be able to see what is written in there. I like when you pointed out above what was working and what was not. Its clear.. its there. I like when Matt pointed out that I am only interested in US, if HE is interested and we are on the same page. I like when Sandi does her math equations to help me... I understand this stuff.
still trying to call the doctor!!! she said it would take months to get in... its been months (hope they didn't forget about me)
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
