I understand what you are saying. Right now I am working on making myself a better person. I know I am not capable of being in a relationship right now. I have to work through that and deal with those issues on my own. Maybe I have just detached so much that I have convinced myself what I am doing is right. I will certainly be looking for signs that I am on the path you described. I have no interest in finding someone else. I am pretty broken right now and I have a lot of fixing to do. I appreciate you sharing this with me and I will certainly watch for the patterns you describe. I am sure everyone says this, but I don't want to ever go through something like this again and I am willing to do what it takes to give myself the best chance at having a successful relationship.
M42 W40 T17 M15 S13 S11 BD 7-14 A discovered 7-14 WAW moved out 10-3-14 D final 2-23-15
