This is true, vossy. The future is always unknown but I never thought the part I can control would be out if my control, if that makes any sense.

I am going to put forth a better effort at being my best mom, co parent and ME I CAN BE.

I see IC tomorrow and I'll make an appointment with my DB coach, too. I'm leaning a lot on people. You guys, therapy, my journal, my BFF (who just went back to work after having her first child 3 months ago so she's dealing with her own stuff, too). I'm not afraid to ask for help, but I am afraid of doing it alone.


M: 37 H: 36
M: 13 T: 18
D: 7
Bomb: 6/30/14
Separation: 8/11/14

Be strong enough to let go and wise enough to wait for what you deserve.