I know. This is the hardest thing I have ever dealt with, and the only thing in life that has been capable of bringing me to my knees. I get sick every time I think of him with her. How could he willingly put me through this, I ask? Was she worth all this and so much better than me to make him act this way?
Hang in there. When it feels hopeless, try to take a break from agonizing about it. I think that's what some of these men do....
Engaged Aug 2009 Fiancé had doubts Jan 2010 Happily re-engaged July 2012 Discovery of affair July 2014 Separated July 2014 Fiancé is confused about whom to choose Chose the OW Oct 2014