25, Thank you. It really means a lot to me when you check in. You were one of the first vets to hold me accountable and I think of your words to me often.
This particular exchange (about the calendar "confusion" did happen in person, as he dropped off D.
As for your very wise advice... I get it. I really, really do. And I know I still have work to do because he does push my buttons and half the time when I see him I want to punch him in the nose.
I'm trying to do all that you said. But yesterday and today the PMS on top of everything got to me and I guess I was feeling selfish or impatient or both.
I'm not proud of how I handled myself today. But I want to cut myself some slack. My MIL came to visit H and D yesterday, and D and H spent the morning with our his friends and their kids.
I am literally the only person in the world doing anything to try to save this marriage. Does his mom or his friends (a couple of whom have seen me recently) ever ask him to rethink it or whether it's worth it????
God I am in the middle of such a pity party and there is NO ice cream in the house. No 2x4's needed... I've already bopped myself on the head.
