Claire, you've sure put a lot of pressure on yourself. On one hand, you don't think the marriage ever worked, he's too weak to be a good husband, why bother, let's just get this ball rolling because HE doesn't have enough faith (but do you??? You don't sound as if you do).
On the other hand, you didn't do a good job of presenting yourself at your scheduling meeting, you're not perfect enough to make everything work, you don't have the desire.
I GET THE IMPATIENCE. You are shining a light on how I've looked. But where is Claire?
Labug challenged me to pick something wild and crazy to do. So far I've scheduled three things and I feel AWAKE. What about you? What wild and crazy something can you do to make you feel like life is possible no matter what happens with your H?
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
