Need help. Scared, confused pt 2

[wmwb123]

Jefe, I feel for you. I'm following your threads, but since I have no advice, I stay silent for the most part. It hurts my heart to see how you're being treated. I haven't seen or talked to my wife in months. I guess I have it easier in some ways. Part of me wishes I was still in contact with my wife, but it was extremely emotionally draining on me. Ive got mediation coming up in December or so. Don't guess I'll hear from her at all until then. All seems to be rainbows and unicorns in affair land.