It's the same PTSD dream that I've had all along, through all stages of piecing. Finding out that reconcilliation is a farce, that the A has been going on all along (but they have just gotten better at hiding it) has been my deepest fear all along, so not surprising that my worst nightmare is my worst nightmare.
My other deepest fear is that none of the piecing efforts will matter because there is something broken in him that makes him unsatisfied no matter what he has and that he may be uncapable of having a long-term R.
